I ...::Sad::...

I
have been
a terrible mistake,

because
I have
been lucky recently.

I
was madly
and loving badly,

intense,
subtle, terrible. . .
Fierce and gentle

my
deeds were
so much powerful

that I caught
her sight
creating

doubts.
I cant'
believe she understands

me,
as uncertain
terrain. Foggy battlefield. . .